Do I blog less because I find it easier to write a couple of 140 character tweets than a full blog post? I think it may be true. Or maybe I just feel I’ve got less to say? Or maybe I feel that since no one reads this shit anyway, why bother saying it at all?
Category Archives: Life
Inter-species marriage
So, let’s assume we discover other life out there in the universe. Let’s assume that the other different intelligent species we discover are emotionally compatible with humans (i.e. we think in similar ways). I appreciate this is a stretch. Assuming religious organisations survive the discovery of life beyond Earth, would those religous organisations which refuse to accept same-sex marriage be okay with different-species marriage as long as the two intelligent life forms asking to be married were of identifiably opposite sex?
Maybe I think about this too much.
Or maybe I’m playing too much Mass Effect 3.
A Nightside Rant
I recently read and reviewed Just Another Judgement Day and The Good, the Bad, and the Uncanny by Simon R Green. The reviews will be up on BookThing soon. I avoided any spoilers if at all possible in those reviews, but it should be obvious I was less than impressed. In this post, I’ll rant about why, and there will be spoilers. I don’t think it’s necessarily fair to moan about an author’s work, since they’ve put a lot of effort into it and I’ve basically done fuck all with my life. That’s why I’ve tried to keep the reviews slightly more objective. However, this is my blog, and I just need to vent about some stuff.
You have been warned – Nightside spoilers incoming!
16 days in
My first post of 2012 was a bit whiny, so I thought I’d give you a slightly less whiny update!
Grete’s glasses broke at the end of 2011
Grete got her second set of corrected new glasses on Friday, and she’s very happy with them. They look great, are very lightweight and have super thin lenses. She’s much happier!
Grete has a bad back.
And now it’s a lot better! Still painful, but getting back to her ‘usual painful’ level which is as good as it gets I guess.
My hacked VPS
Tidied up and resolved so far. Everyone gets hacked eventually, such is the way of things.
Work
Meh.
Bubbles going walkabout
Well you already know she came back as if nothing was wrong, and she’s maintained that stance. She’s still being bullied by Fizz but that whole relationship is weird anyway.
New Stuff
So that’s all good. For fun though, the little Atom PC I bought last year from Novatech decided to die at the end of last week (internal 2.5″ drive now making mechanical ‘I’m not happy’ sounds). I mailed Novatech, and they’ve given me a returns number. So, we’ll see if they continue to live up to my expectations of them.
First post …
… of 2012 anyway. If the quality of your year to come is inversely proportional to the quality of the first 14 days, we’ve got a stonkingly awesome 2012 to come. To be fair, as with all things, the ups and downs in life are all relative.
Grete’s glasses broke at the end of 2011, she can’t see much without them. Although she had a spare pair, they were tinted and not really suitable in the house or driving in Winter! Thanks to the holiday period it was pretty fraught trying to get to an optician, but we did. Sadly, they messed up and the glasses she eventually got have the wrong prescription, so now she’s waiting for them to be redone. The original glasses broke at the joint between the arm and the spring, so I was cello-taping them together every day and Grete was living with nightmarish headaches. The opticians we went to, to get new glasses, said they couldn’t be fixed – however when she went in to the local one to see why the new glasses were terrible, an older optician there was able to temporarily put a new arm on the broken ones while the correct new ones are being delivered. All-in-all, a pretty stressful start to the New Year, which you can appreciate if you have vision which absolutely requires glasses.
Grete has a bad back, has had for a long time, which she copes with day to day, but every now and again she’ll get a muscle spasm and be basically unable to stand-up. She got one on Saturday night, worst one for a few years, so we’re dealing with that! She managed to get to the doctor today and has some pretty impressive pain killers, and they’re starting to help.
Yesterday, the VPS I host these blogs on was not responding. It happens sometimes, the server doesn’t have a huge deal of memory and every now and then the Linux OOM Killer will kill something unimportant like apache2 or mysql. So I recycled it via Gandi.net’s control panel thing and it came back. A cursory check suggested everything was fine, and I went about my business. Today I logged on briefly and found a lot of weird mail. Turns out the server was hacked a few days ago – using an exploit in a PHP module a slightly out of date template on WordPress was using. Fortunately, they hadn’t done too much damage, and were mostly using this server to attack other servers. I got a nice abuse report from Gandi (which was polite, but forceful) while I was actually cleaning up the mess, encouraging me to clean up and reminding me of my legal obligations. Anyway, I think it’s sorted, but I feel kind of bad, somewhat violated, a little paranoid and sorry that something I manage was used to attack other sites. But it’s the Internet, everyone gets hacked eventually. My top tip? If you’re not using a plugin or theme, delete it. You’ll forget about it otherwise, it won’t get patched, and just because you’re not using it, doesn’t mean the file isn’t there to be presented by the web browser when the right attacker comes along.
There’s some work related stress, which I won’t talk about, because I try not to on my blog, but it’s there, lurking.
Then finally for the first 9 days of 2012, there’s Bubbles. She went out at around 11am yesterday. As you know, it’s been Super Mild other than the wind here. Yesterday was the first fully dry day for ages, and Bubbles has been stuck indoors. I think she must have decided it was Spring. By 22:15 there was still no sign of her which is normal in Spring but not Winter. So we did the concerned cat owner thing where you shout like an idiot at your back door for an hour. After that didn’t help, I walked the streets for another hour. I got back, shone my torch down to the bottom of the garden ((I was waiting to get arrested, walking the streets around here, at 11pm, with a torch in my hand, up and down dead end roads, but it never happened)), and I could see her eyes glaring back balefully. Even then she didn’t come in, and we got to spend the rest of the night wondering if I’d mistakenly seen another cat ((second tip, don’t watch Sherlock’s The Hounds of Baskerville before you walk the streets in the dark looking for animals)).
I was pretty sure it was her, but if you love your pets there’s always doubt.
Anyway, she’s always there in the morning when she does this – ready to come in and eat – except not this morning. So we’d started thinking the worst. Grete was in pain, trying to organise a GP appointment, we left the house wondering where she was ((yes, I made Grete drive me to work when she can barely stand)). When Grete got back from the docs, initially there was still no sign, but as she got to the kitchen door, Bubbles came running up from the garden, her flabby little tummy swinging from side to side. Grete swears she could hear Ride of the Valkyries playing in the background. Bubbles then promptly ate half a bowl of dried food, drank half a bowl of water, and has been sleeping all day since. Little shit.
So, all in all a pretty stressful start to 2012, which is a shame because 2011 finished pretty fucking well to be fair. Sorry it’s a bit of a whiny start to what I hope is going to be a year blogging more than last year. Twitter really has sucked the blogging desire from me, just because I end up writing down what I was thinking in a couple of 140 character tweets instead of a 1000 word blog post. I suppose the world is actually better off as a result.
Anyway, here’s to the rest of 2012, may it improve for us, and be awesome for you.
BT Infinity – a few days in
Firstly, let’s make this very, very clear. I pretty much knew what I was getting into when I decided to move to BT Infinity. When I first picked an ADSL provider I chose Nildram. I did so because they had a reputation for not touching your traffic. They were a data carrier, they didn’t try and intercept traffic or ‘offer value add services’.
Over the years, I got moved to other more ‘consumer grade’ ADSL services. I knew when I chose to move to BT with BT Infinity that I would be at the mercy of BT policy. I don’t like it, but I wanted to move from TalkTalk (who are no better) and at least Infinity is better, faster technology.
So how’s the move been?
Installation
Installation was a dream, literally. This is our house, and it’s my network and I’m not happy with people coming in and messing with it, so I always get a bit bristly. My existing ADSL service stayed live until the BT Engineer called from the cabinet. He said, “I’m going to disconnect you and them come round”, the cabinet is a street away. The line dropped, the phone line was working within 5 minutes and he turned up 5 minutes after that.
My ADSL router was a fair distance from the master socket, connected via an rj11 cable. Normally, ADSL providers hate you doing that claiming shocking performance reduction and instability, but it had been fine for years. I knew that Infinity needed a cable modem (essentially), and the BT Home Hub. I thought the cable modem had to be near the master socket, but the Home Hub could be further away, and I was ready for a ‘discussion’ with the engineer to make that happen.
Turns out, the cable modem sits on an rj11 cable to the socket – and the engineer was more than happy to place it exactly where my old ADSL router had been. Win! No cable changes required. The Home Hub sits just in front of the modem. This was a huge relief for me, I had visions of trying to run cabling everywhere and I was really pleased the engineer took the time to look at what I had and work with it.
Total time from engineer call to BT Infinity installed and working – 27 minutes.
He said it sometimes takes longer if there’s a lot of cabling to do – but I was pretty impressed.
Performance
I have to say, performance exceeds all my expectations, at present. The line runs around 34-37Mbps download and 8-9Mbps upload consistently. There’s some variation and I’m not sure if that’s the line negotiating a different speed, contention or just network throughput. Either way – I’m super happy.
Reliability
I have a minor issue at the moment with reliability. The connection is dropping once a day at the moment, late at night or early in the morning, for about a minute. This might seem trivial, but it bugs the hell out of me, and it’s obvious it’s happened for two reasons. Firstly, I don’t run a ‘normal’ consumer style network config here, I’ve got a lot of stuff going on with permanent ‘net connections so I can see it’s dropped. Secondly, because the IP address is also changing on each reset, TweetDeck is getting its knickers in a twist with SSL certificates and moaning. This might be a bug in TweetDeck being exposed by the IP change, but it’s annoying none-the-less.
Issues
These were issues I was expecting, I’m listing them here in case you might not, or in case you run the kind of stuff I do.
- Non-fixed IP address: I knew it would change, and I’m pleased to say the Home Hub has built in support for dyndns.com which helps, but I hoped it would remain reasonably static for long periods. That’s not the case at the moment because of the daily dropouts. I’m surprised it changes every time it reconnects, but wonder if there’s something else at play since the subnet is changing completely. We’ll see how it works over time.
- Outbound Mail: BT provide SMTP servers for your local mail clients, but you can only use them to relay mail with a from field set to your BT Internet e-mail address. You can ‘pre-register’ a number of additional addresses via the BT Web Mail page if you want. I knew that BT’s SMTP servers wouldn’t be as forgiving as the Nildram ones, so I’d already been planning options for this. I send mail from a number of UNIX boxes here, only 3 or 4 a day, but the from address can vary quite a bit. I’ve solved this by using my own mail relay on a VPS I run. It might impact you if you want to keep using an old non-BT e-mail address with Outlook or Thunderbird, because you’ll need to pre-register that address before it’ll work.
- DNS Hijacking: I wasn’t expecting this, but I’m not surprised it’s there. It seems the BT DNS servers return ‘helpful’ addresses if the URL you type in can’t be found. This can be opted out of, but I’m not sure if that’s per browser (is it a cookie?) or per connection? I’ll just avoid this by not using the DNS servers presented from the BT Home Hub and instead using Google DNS.
- Deep Packet Inspect / Traffic Shaping / Traffic Inspection: I expect that BT will implement one or all of these technologies over time, and that I will have to do something about them, but I’ll cross those bridges when I get to them. Internet service to the home is changing all the time, and as more organisations deliver fibre to the home, I’ll be able to choose an ISP who just offers to carry my data and not mess with it.
Overall
I’m really pleased overall with BT Infinity. The speed is higher presently than the estimate, it’s consistent at present, and the installation was significantly less complex than I thought it would be. The issues aren’t unexpected, and for most home users won’t be a problem (the e-mail one is the one that will get most folk who don’t use webmail).
Infinity is here, and it’s *fast*
Download ~35Mbps, upload ~8Mbps and the engineer was here about 20 minutes. Very, very happy.
Two Days to Infinity
BT parcel arrived today (I think it’s the Home Hub), and I’m still expecting the engineer on Wednesday. Our connection will go dark sometime on the 9th but hopefully be back the same day.
Fingers crossed.
Quiet around here …
Normally when I stop writing blog posts, it’s because I’m going through a low period emotionally. It’s been quiet around here for a while and although some of that is absolutely related to my mood, a greater part of it is because I’m just busier than I have been for a while in the evenings.
Three trips to the gym a week might not sound like much, but we’re there for 2 to 2 and a half hours, so during the week that eats up virtually all of the evening. When we get back we’ve got to eat, and then we’ve got to catch up on TV. On the days we’re not at the gym we’ve either been playing Lord of the Rings Online more often again, or we’re recovering from the gym and catching up on TV!
On top of that, in the last few weeks we’ve had a lot of people visiting, family and friends, and that takes up time and emotional energy. So it’s been a bit sparse around here other than gym updates.
I’m not sure if that will change any time soon, we’ve got visitors this weekend, we’ve had a lot of stress about cars and the house, and I’m in a pretty low place mood wise, but let’s see what happens.
Random Update – The Gym
My first gym session was the 27th of July 2011. Until then, I’d basically never done any exercise for the sake of it. The status summary after lots of sessions is – still fat, but the devil is in the detail. It’s entirely obvious now that I recover better after the aerobic equipment, and for me, that was most of the aim of going in the first place. I was sick of not only being out of breath after exerting myself, but having to spend too long recovering my breath.
The aerobic stuff in the gym still gets me out of breath, still makes me feel knackered but I’m recovered in a much, much shorter period of time. I’m pleased.
So I’m not visibly losing weight and I’m not about to start running any distance, but I’m definitely feeling the benefit. It’s also true that I’m still not enjoying the actual exercise. It’s not a chore as such, but it’s not something I do with any relish. Having said that, I was looking forward to the overall session yesterday in the hope that it would work out some of the anger and frustration that had built up that day at work, and it did.
All in all, it’s been a good life change so far.